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Japan x Reader- That's Not Why

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It's not the easiest feat. I mean we both love each other, it's quite clear that we do, but....He's not a hugging type of person, and well...I am. 

We've been together for about a year now, and we haven't hugged or kissed yet. We remain 5 feet away from each other everytime we're together. What kind of relationship is that?

Right now I'm at his house, sitting in his Totoro bean bag chair reading one of his mangas. This one happening to be Tokyo Ghoul. Kiku is on his bed; an unbelievably cute one with an Attack on Titan comforter; manga spread everywhere. His cute Pikachu television was playing Soul Eater. 

His walls were covered with anime and Vocaloid posters. It was so cute, and you could definitely tell it was an Otaku's room.

Leaning my head back, I rest my head on the bed staring at Kiku.

As if he could feel my gaze, he looked up from the manga he was currently reading, and gazed at me with confusion.

"What is (y/n)-chan?" 

Shaking my head, I look back down at my manga. I could still feel his eyes on me for a little bit longer, before he too turned back to his reading. 

Reaching across the floor, I grab one of his Hatsune Miku bookmarks, and place it in my spot, marking my place. Slowly I turn around and climb onto the bed. I crawl over so I lay beside Kiku, but not close enough to touch.

He jumps when he feels the bed sink beneath my weight. 

"(y-y/n)-chan! W-What are you doing?!"

He blushes and moves to the other end of the bed away from me, causing me to pout. 

"Nothing. I just wanted to lay down next to my boyfriend. Is that too much to ask?"

He looks down and shakes his head. "N-No of course not (y/n)-chan. I-It's arright (alright)" Pulling his manga back over to him, he looks down and starts to read.

I groan and flip over on my back, staring at the ceiling.

We stay like this in silence for awhile before I open my mouth and ask the question that been bothering me for a long time.

"Kiku, why is it that you've never kissed me, or hugged me, or ever shown any physical affection towards me?"

Once I said that, he dropped his book, and turned to me with wide eyes.

"B-because it's considered highry improper, and it wourd be invading my personar space." 

Sighing, I stand up. Walking over to where I placed my bag, I grab it and sling it over my shoulder. "That's your answer everytime, and believe it or not, I'm sick of it. I would love it if my boyfriend would kiss me and tell me I am beautiful like everybody elses, but you won't even come within feet of me! You shrink away like I am a disease! You know what? I'm done. Consider this relationship over."

Kiku grimances and shrinks away slightly, a look of pure despair and hurt crosses over his face.

Huffing, I stalk out of the room, pretending to not have noticed his expression. 

Just as I was about to rush down the stairs, a small voice filled with sadness stopped me. 

"(y/n), prease wait. That's not why."

Turning my head, I come face to face with a crying Kiku, his hands folded in front of him. 

"Well what is it?" I snap.

Cringing at my tone, he stutters out, "I-I-I rearry do rove you (y/n). I-I'm just not sure how to dear (deal) with the croseness (closeness) and physicar contact. It's not you, it's just that.....I'm rearry nervous."

Blinking in surprise, I give him a small smile, and run up to him, wrapping my arms around his torso. He stiffens up at first, but slowly relaxes and hugs me back, resting his head on mine.

"I love you too Kiku. My apologies for snapping at you like that. It was way out of line."

I feel his lips curve into a smile on the top of my head. 

"It's I who shourd (should) be aporogizing (apologizing). I shourd have tord (told) you sooner." 

I punch him playfully in the shoulder, giving him a grin.

"Yes you should've baka."

Standing up on my tip toes, I peck his lips lightly, causing a large blush to cross his face. Giggling, I skip away, leaving a dumbfounded blushing country behind me.

Shaking his head, he snaps out of it. "W-W-Wait (y/n)!"
Aloha!! 

Yay another Japan fanfic! Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) 

I just love Kiku, he is just so cute!! I just want to give him a huge bear hug. Adorable Girl Anime Emoji (Double kawaii wink) V6 FREE flying hearts Icon 

I hope you enjoyed!!~

Sorry if he's a bit OC though. >_<
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CutiethePinkRaccoon's avatar

The part where it acknowledges Kiku crying just got the guilt spear right to my chest <{>\\^//<}>